What’s with Montreal and Sickness%

Of course, Here I am in Montreal and I have not had this type of flu ever I do not think.  I have had fever galore and at least im losing weight. Havent been able to eat etc… there is a doctor with us but she is not licenced to practice in quebec.. what is quebec another country argh

 I havent been around lately because ive been sick or have been on my travels.  I am connected to the internet now but have a schedule. Im feeling a bit better today though.  Peter, I read your blog.. I am sorry about your friend Ted and I think that the nursing program would not hurt giving a go.  I dont worry about your stress level; I worry about your back :)   So hopefully youll get in a field in nursing where your back wont be stress city!

Im sorry that you havent been able to reach me. Ive been on a bus and on travels and sick in between that. I miss you and you know I love you dearly. I hope you are not having to re evaluate our friendship because I think you should know that I would always support you and your endeavours and I would be there if I physically could have been

Scott

its been a while since i wrote in here..

Of course I am sick just in time for the weekend. I did not do anything exciting but sleep and read the last two days.  Oh joy!  I am not looking forward to the weekend again.. I think i said it so many times this week that I jinxed myself.

I am going through a I miss Peter and David moment.. they happen a lot :) Peter again is a special guy who I know will smile when he reads this. I forgot that last night was that grape fruit thing.. I wonder how his fly night went.. i bet even more intense than the one we had.. Let me know eh :)

Anyway i guess im outta here for now to blow.. MY NOSE.. not any thing else unlike my reader ;)

haha

Scott

There is only one you…

I have been thinking all day about you.  I want you to know that there is only one you.. and you best take care of you.  I love you to pieces.  I care about you beyond any friendship I ever had.  I want you to take the time to really let you have some rest.  You mean so much to me;  I don’t want to see you hurt.  I want you to be able to smile— to be able to walk around proud. 

Please take some days for you.  I think you are heading in the right direction. Being proactive is so smart.  I am so proud of you for taking these steps.

I fucking love you :)

Scott

what a long day…

I find my moments lately have been long.. especially returning to work today. The kids were off the wall too.. Why can’t they slow down!!! I was not at the speed they had..

I havent bene to the gym in a few days so I look forward to the return to my routine tomorrow. Routine is so important.  I miss chatting with Peter and David—  They are such great guys and provide a laugh to me.. and I look forward to hearing about their intense story.. been thinking about that all day .. as I am looking forward to hearing about it

other than that.. back to a routine.. being spoiled with storm days and off days… has me here.. but i must reflect upon how lucky i am with my present predicament

Scott

i am worried about peter :(

I think i will give him a call later today… i know hes going through some things that just are completely not fair :(

I love you Peter!

Scott

Compliments from the heart elevates another persons spirit and will often result in an encouraging word for someone else - a domino effect

THe fucking federal government..

I think that the situation that Peter must deal with is RIDICULOUS.  I am lucky that this year i had 25,000 dollras in schooling to put on my taxes so I get money back— but the fact that I am getting money back and Peter is not is not fair. 

When I come back to TOronto we will have a girls night in the hotel room and have nice bath robes and drinks.. and all that

Anyway Peter i am thinking about you and anything I can do please let me know.

Love you

Scott